C.O.N.F.U.S.ED

Sgt Stress!!!!

if before this i'm sooo excited telling people bout this and this, but now i am soo wooried, sooo confused and critically need some space to take deep breath, relax and thing properly..in peace!!!!

why it is sooo difficult to decide this???

If i wanna somthing, i will go for it...n knowing myself, i know i can do it..but, this small decision may change my future..or may be, my lifestyle for these 2 years..or more...

Sometimes i think i have decided..but when i think twice, i am not confident at all..yes, this is wht i wanted..but my gut feeling seems said no..coz there are too many things need to be thought deeply..and too many things need to be considered wisely...work, time, energy and money of course...

And now, i'm getting confused again..*sigh*

P/s: i will not give up to seek Allah's answer.. Aminn...