Putus cinta

Last wiken blk kg..ktorg buat kenduri tahlil n sedikit kesyukuran sbb adik dpt msk poli..hr jumaat ptg, lps kenduri n lps dh siap kemas ktorg 6 bradik lepak kt bwh..lepak2, sembang2, gurau2..

Adik dtg dok kat sebelah..pggil name sy byk kali..apehal tah..

Tibe2:

him: kak nor, adik putus cinta...

Me: ha??? Putus cinta (sambil gelak guling2 diikuti siblings yg lain)

me: adik tau ke putus cinta tu ape?

Haha..mcm xcaye jer adik aku yg umur 17thn putus cinta..ish ish ish..bdk2 zaman skarang..time sy dlu xdenye mcm tu..nk kwn ngn dak laki pon tkot..sbb ayah slalu pesan "ayah htr awk suoh blajar..bkn suoh bercinta"

bdk kecik ini kuat membuaya gak..hs 24/7 kt tgn..hrp bile dh blaja nnt die x leka la..mudah2an die blaja dgn baik..sbb die la harapan terakhir keluarga.. Aminn...

Upset, frustrated, disappointed @&£€$#<¥!!!

Myb bile dh terlalu rapat n trust someone hati kite cpt tersentuh..honestly i dont expect scene below to happen..thts why im really upset, frust n disappointed..

Me: sis, mcmane dpt x?
Her: xbole date tu..aku dh bg org lain..
Me: la kn sy dh sms sy ok time tu
Her: yeke?x terigt plak..
Me: nape x sms sy blk gtau?
Her: jenuh lah aku nk msg..

Me bkn la kesah sgt xdpt tu..tp care n jwpn die bt sy sedih..sy respect die..sy trust die n sy try my best to be beside her..y sy sgt sedih:

1. Kenape sms if u dnt ever bother my msg?
2. Y x bgtau awl2..kenape kene tggu sy tnya dlu?
3. Ms sy tlg bt keje dlu xde pon berkire tp kenapa bile nk sms pon kene bekire ( sy bkn mgungkit..tp sedih dgn excuse yg dberi..walhal sms pon seposen jer kn)

for that reason sy jd zombie hr ni.. Sy try to control myself but i cant face her..sy avoid eye contact..die tnya, sepatah sy jwb..but luckily people around xprasan..sy still not in the mood when i see her..

Sy mmg hu ha hu ha..but it doesnt mean im not sensitive n im not serious..sy sgt serious when it comes to janji n freship.. So dnt take me for granted ok!

Lega lps bole luah kt sini..hoping that silent treatment continues esok..bcz i got the lesson n i want to teach a lesson..

P/s: tq for this..sy dh maafkn her n her..

Blink!

Haven't read the book..but i guess i hv made a decision in blink! I didnt take much time to think bout that.. Oh my God, i hv made such big decision in less thn 12 hours..

Not sure whether this would be a good decision but as long as bonda n famly agree, I'll go for it..

It some sort of sacrifising thingy..you may lost smthing and gain smthng else which could be better.. will post more story about this in future..

Saya nak cuti..

Drama hari ini:

M : boss, sy nk cuti 27 n 31 ni.. Nk blk kampung
B : nanti dulu
M : tp kene submit borang kn..
B : nnt dlu! Tgk time tu bz ke x? Apasal cuti lame sgt? (sgt sarcastic soklan tu)..

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*sedih*

hati yg x puas hati pon berkata:
boss,sy blk kg sbb nk jumpe mak sy..sb sy rindu kt mak sy..sy penat keje..sy nk rehat..dh dkt 2 mggu bt keje sorg2..boss xnmpk ke? Sy tau sy ikan bilis..tp sy bkn robot..yg xde perasaan..sy tau sy xpandai amek ati, bkn xnk amek ati..tp pd sy lebih baik sy mengelak drp mengeruhkn keadaan..kang x psl2 sy dpt treatment yg lebih teruk..ckupla dgn ape yg dh berlaku..n sy still bole bertahan..

Sekian,terima kasih...

Bole potong ke?

A: apasal rambut panjang?
Me: saje..
A: bile nk potong?
Me: bile dpt bf baru..(hehe..jwb dgn spontan)

blk kg bonda pon tnya kenapa simpan rambut..agaknye bonda pon serabut tgk rambut wa mcm hantu kot..

Sbnrnye mmg terpk nk simpan rambut n potong bile dh open new book..tp skang rs mcm dh rimas plak..tp bole ke potong bile kite dh niat bt smthing after getting smthing..kalo nazar wajib tunaikn..tp xtau la ni dikira nazar ke x..sbb slalunyer nazar bende yg baik je like pose ke, sedekah ke, kesyukuran ke...

Hmmm..potong ke x potong?

House Hunter

There's a time where u feel like u want ur own space, ur own style and ur very own house..i guess my time has come..but till now i dont find the best home that meet my citarasa... Nice but cheap..hehehe..where to find yeahh??

I've been house hunter for almost 6 months..it is tiring actually..i've viewed a few houses n surf internet almost everyday n nite to see wheter there is a house that suit me..

I was about to buy 1 aucted house but it has been called of a day before auction date.. I also like to buy another house at setapak but suddenly i cancel my intention due to uncertainty of my organisation..then like another house at ampang but i cancel that due to heavy traffic jam there..

Why it is so difficult to get the house that i like?? B4 this i want a house that near to lrt..but now no more as i'm driving..so my target is to fine a near house to klcc with less traffic jam..so guys, if you know about house for sale, do let me know ye..coz i think it is a time for me to hv my own house..

P/s: rumah x perlu bsr xperlu mewah..yg penting selamat n bahagia di dlm..

Seandai kau tahu..

"seandai kau tahu..apa yg ku mahu..mahu kah dirimu..tuk mendekati ku..dan aku tak bisa..memaksa dirimu..walau dalam tidur..ku tetap menanti mu..hingga akhir nanti.."

lagu ni mmg berhantu..nk tdo pon wa terigt kt lagu ni.. Astargfirullah..patutnye nk tdo kene byk kn zikir kn..haih..

Kalo ikut kn lagu ni lagu cinta..tp pd wa lagu ni lebih dar tu..lagu ni bg semangat..sbb wa tahu ape yg wa mahu..n wa x kesah ape yg org ckp..apa yg wa tahu, dlm hidup ni kene ade pegangan..kene ade hala tuju..yg penting kite tau ape yg kite nk..

X semua yg kite nk kite akn dpt..n xsume org akn phm ape yg kite nk..so entry kali ni adalah utk bg semangat..pasti ade org yg tau ape kite nak..n pasti ade yg support kite..sbb kt luar sane pasti ade yg sayangkn kite lebih dr kite sygkn dorg...

P/s: ade...tp myb kite x tau or belum jumpe..

Hari Ibu

First time x wish hr ibu..bukan sy lupe..tp sbb setiap hari adalah hari ibu..hehe..hr ni ibu uncontactable..so esok je la ye kite wish..

Selamat mlm cek..we love u always!!!

Done

Alhamdulillah all assgnment done but i'm stress!!!

almost one month dok pulun asgmnt..all together ade 21 ass..

Dh lame x tgk wyg..x main boling..x sopping..n plg sedih dh sebln x blk kg..


~xoxo~