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Work vs Study

Recently i talk too much psl keje..br pasan,too much work smpi lupe assigment..

Hoho...

Harus kuat!!!!!

Stwesss!!

I had ppa review with boss last monday..alhamdulillah,evrything went well..i had and opportunity to voice out my feeling, thougts n request..am happy n feel like back to normal..u know where u feel motivated,happy n look fwd to work..

Unfortunately, it not last long as smthing was happen yesterday..i'm not sure why some people seems resistance to the feedback..diff people may interprate the fback diffrently..therfore they take it negatively..but,whatever the feedback is, i believe that it is for improvement..no complot or no personal attack as we work professionally..

Well,the feedback supposed to be p&c..n what people wrote is supposed to be kept s a secret..n the lesson learnt that i got from this incident is,be carefull with the writing..n choose the right word to provide feedback..

I thank you to those who has give me honest feedback..i will try my best to improve myself n also to maintain my strengths..n in the meantime, i will prepare myself with anything tht could happen in future..

P/s: yakin pd nawaitu kite..

Chineese Blood

I used to be a big fan of leon lai meng n jimmy lim..i collected their story n photos a lot..in fact i kept it in the scrapt book which i dont know where now..

I used to admire a chineese look guy during my martrik time..n now we bcome frens but ofkos he doesnt know that i ws admiring him those days..

I used to hv a chineese look bf during my uni time..but unfortunely wont last long..only for 6 years n now im still wondering why it was happened..

Why am i sooo intact with all these chineese thingy?

I guess bcz of the chineese blood that flows in my body..which inheritted from my lovely farther makes my interest towards that..

I used to have one good chinesse fren..But then, he stayed away after i told him that I cant even try as i'm concern too much on the religous matter, cross cultural (malay n chineese), family acceptance n so on..well, those are the things that must be considered isn't it?plus it was not a right time..just after the broke off story last year..

And....

Today i met with one young chineese man..who is not hensem but good looking..who is respect the muslim obligations..understand malay culture n treat others with respect others irregardless the gender, skin color n religion..

He is my trainer at problem solving n decision making training.. he is very energetic n inspiring..he keeps my eyes open tru out the class tho it is very boring session..i would say he is very positive person..i wish i could see more guys especially malay with that quality..positive mind n attitude..

P/s: btw,wht is the connection of my story with this young man ya?haha

Blogger Boy

Makin lame makin suke plak cite ni.. Every week sure ade quote yg interesting..character budi pon nice..rsnyr ssh kot nk jumpe guy yg mcm tu..

Well, td someone ask budi how does he know that she's the one for him?

Then budi jwb:
"tah..myb pengalaman..semakin byk pengalaman kite, semakin kite kenal diri kite..dan semakin kite tau ape yang terbaik untuk kita..."

p/s: org kate pngalamn is the best teachet..

Meh pulun R.I.C.E...

Ok ppa time!!! Dh dkt deadline tp mood menggoreng x kunjung tibe..
RICE mmg penting..but after all rezeki di tgn Allah..therefor, keep up a good work..usaha doa tawakal..n the rest, let HIM decides the best for u..
Aminn..

P/s: ok,smbung goreng RICE..

Jumpy

Feel a lil bit upset when smthing should be done at the working level is highighted to boss..isnt it funny as u hv choice to clarify things first???

P/s: reminder!!! Dnt be too jumpy ok bebeh...

Artificial tears

Td doctor subscribed artificial tears..hmm..it shown that i havent cried for quite some times..hehe..now i know tht crying is good for eyes...haha..

P/s: kdg2 nangis bt kite rs lega..

Wish list # 4

Wish list # 1 = on-going
Wish list # 2 = on-going
Wish list # 3 = done

Alhamdulillah..wpon x achieve semua lg, tp atleast dh in the process...

n now, move to the next wish list..

hope i have chosen the best decision..

may Allah bless me :-)

U Macamane?

He: U macamane?

Pause..(gosh!!!i know what he meant..n honestly i hate this question)

He: I'm sorry..i didn't mean.....

Cut his talking...

Me: no, its ok..a lots of our frens asked the same thing..

He: so u...?

Me: I? past is past kan..n i dont want to remember it..n i wish nobody asks me about this..doakan jer dorg...

He: u r so strong..

Me: hahaha..kalo u kt tmpt i pon bt bende same kan...n i'm sure they are happy now..


i become stronger i guess...but i couldn't be strongest if someone asked me about this again...
ok, its fine to be dumped..its fine if you've been dumped bcz of other girl or its fine if he has someone too soon..coz girl may need more time to recover..then only she will find one..so, when i am still single, it doesnt mean i'm waiting for him..but i wait for the best time to start it all over again...bcz i know what i want in life..


P/s: people who loves you will make u a better person..that is why everyone is special...n someone will see it..my dear frens, i love u all...

My February

Wah, mcm my Ferrari plak..hahahha..verangan la!!!!

btw, Feb sgt la hectic..smpi x sempat nk hapdet blog..padahal sume org ade ms yg same, cume it depends on how u utilising your time..

for me, february was very challenging month..smhow disrupted my emotion..xoxo..it started with one incident tht i have never imagine..yela, sape penah imagine nak accident kan? but after 10 years driving n 3 years driving own car, seorang minah yg dlunyer merempit akhirnya accident gak pd taggal 4 Feb 2010..seminggu kete kt workshop..But Alhamdulillah..sume smooth jer apart off ssh nk pg tgk kete kt wshop sbb keje..


2nd incident, on 11th Feb, boss buat meeting tergempar..basically, he was highlighting 3 main items:
1. Attendance: he said everybody must be punctual especially time masuk keje -->Ok, noted..so far no issues coz wa slalunyer ontime jer..
2. Meeting & Phone: boss said kalo pg meeting write down dkt whiteboard n kalo call in pls answer..kot2 la ade smthing urgent..--> Ok, terasa sket bcz wa slalu lupe nk tulis kt whiteboard kalo wa ade miting..n wa slalu x bwk phone pg miting..bkn ape, tkot plak less focus nnt..mitingkan bowink*
3. Keje: Kalo boss suh buat keje tu buat la --> ok, yg ni sume terasa..sume ok..xde yg terkecuali..wa pon terasa coz b4 that wa forgot to update his meeting.."korang kalo boss baik,jgn pijak kepala..ni dah naik lemak"..time dgr tu mcm kene anak panah jer..menusuk kalbu...

eversince that, my dept dh berubah..sume org dgn keje sendiri n sume tkot nk approach boss..boss plak muke ketat jer..BIZ ONLY..n me smapai hr ni still tkot nk tegur die..hehehe...

tension giler!!!sbb time tu la kete kt wshop..n time tu boss emo..n time tu gak ssh wa nk mtk kuar g tgk kete kt wshop..hahahha...xpsl2 banjir SPSS room tu..mtk maap ye kwn2...

3rd incident, wa xdpt blk kg sempena raye cina n sempena hari kasih syg tho dh dpt kete on that Friday..xsangka, tibe2 fobia plak lps eccident tu..so, tggl la sorg2 kt kl tu..dh la cuti pjg giler...sib baik next week pon ade cuti lg...bole la blk kg..

4th incident, abg plak accident kt tmpt keje 16th Feb..mate msk serbuk besi..operation done on 17th..n wa blk on 19th...unfortunately, his left eye still cant see anything n 2nd operation will be done next week..hopefully everything will be ok.. May Allah bless him..Amin..


since my focus is on work now, i think it was very difficult if smthing goes wrong to your boss, colleague, or even to your work..i feel uneasy n not comfortable with this kind of situation when somene u know turns to someone stranger...


p/s: after all, rs syukur sgt sbb dlm byk2 mslh, wa xde mslh xde keje..Smoga Allah permudahkan segalanya n panjangkan rezki kt sini..Aminnn...

Fabulous January

lame tol x gune wifi ni..tetibe rs nk buka laptop n utilize advantage dok dkt oldtown ni..

byk wishlist yg wa update tuk jan..ade yg dh dpt..ade yg dlm process..n ade yg belum dpt..

tp serious, jan 2010 was a good opening to me..celebrating new year with lovely family..spending time with beloved mum..kalo before ni dok sebok nk g tgk bunga api...

keje pon start dgn keje br..1st month ok la..in a learning process..i tot i can get the rythm within one month..but that is soooo not easy...n i'm struggling to get it done in a very best way...May Allah help me...

yg best, Jan 2010 would be my fist time holiday beria..wpon negara jiran saje...hehehe...wpon negara juran jer, tp Alhamdulillah..atleast dh dpt pasport..dh ade passport tu langkah bole la pjg sket..n siap dh ade plan dh nk pg mane..sbb tu kene saving nih :-)

owh, ade 1 lg bende best..jan jugak bring me back to alam kuliah.. Alhamdulillah,aku kini dh jd student blk..back to UPM..wpon kdg2 jiwa tu terusik gak, tp akn ku terus bangun tidur mandi n berjuang demi ms depan ku keluarga agama bangsa n negara!!! --> fuyyyooo, giler smgt!!! Jgn hangat2 dh la piza oii...

hmm...ape lg ek...nnt2 la hapdet..ade org nk balanje mkn kt luar nih..caucincau...


P/s: terasa betul perbezaan single n plural nih...

Blame????

X suke title ni..tp ni la reality kehidupan..chewah..

Xde sape yg perfect..so udah2 la tu talking about other people behind..

Blaming culture kn x bgs..x gune pin point kesalahan org..n yours, u put under carpet..n org lain plak kene accountable for u..demmm...kesian org tu..

Kan lebih baik mengaku slh n cr way fwd for improvement..n support each other..br la hidup aman damai :-)


P/s: igt pesan ayah..ayah kate biar org buat kite, jgn kite buat org..

Jumpe balik

Dah jumpe blk kwn2 yg disukai/disayangi kt matrik dlu..

Happy...
Berbunga2...
N rs nk senyum sampai telinga...
Hehe...

P/s:wpon skang sume dh berbeza..tp kenangan tu beb..ok,sambung senyum smpi telinga..haha