Konichiwa Japan!

22 – 29 April 2014

Kyoto - Osaka - Tokyo

I hv been in few countries previously but this trip is really different. For the first few days, my mind was everywhere..thinking that where I am know, I am definitely feel grateful. Since I was a kid, i’m not that kind of person with high ambition. I wasn’t even have a wish list to fulfil. I just follow the path that Allah plans for me..and at the age of 30 I think I have almost everything I need. I think I have a good life, a lovely family and frens and also a good career (no life is perfect..but i keep myself to think that way...bcs u are what u think!)..n Alhamdulillah.. Allah grants me what i need most :)

But,somehow this trip opened up my eyes that there are so many things outside I haven’t seen yet..it changed the way I see the world..there are so many things that I could explore rather than living my complaisant life only. The people, the weather, the environment, the culture…everything seems interesting and it became a new lesson to me.. i wish I could see more of that..in other places..other countries or somewhere around the world.. InsyaAllah..Smoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.. Aamiinnn ♡

Think!

The boss asked where do u wanna go?im giving u more option..to me its ok if u wanna move out or stay here..bcz I believe u can survive wherever u go...

i was thinking for the best answer..bit honestly am afraid to give an honest answer..I would prefer management to make a decision even thought I hv a feeling to go back to hometown..but I dont want to voice it out bcz I dont want to regret later if the new place doesnt suit me..n to me it doesnt matter where I am as long as I still have a job..get the salary paid n contribute my best to the team..

Hmmm...think!think!think! But still I dont hv the answer yet..I've got another 5 months to think about it n make a decision.. may Allah eases everything n help me to find the answer..bcz I trust him n I trust that His plan is the best for me.. Aminnn...

Small heart in heart

Slh satu hobi sy adalah menangis.. sy nangis bile sedih..bile sakit..bile geram/marah..infact baca novel or tgk tv or movie pun  sy bole nangis teresak2..

tp sy jarang sgt nangis sbb kecik ati..ever since sy jd team leader ive trained myself to be more strong..more patient n less sensitive..y? Bcoz I hv to take care of thousands heart especially my 12 hearts in office instead of mine only..

N hari ni sy sedar sy rupanya manusia biasa sj..x ckup tabah..x ckup kental..sbb ttp rs sedih bile org2 yg tersayang buat mcm tu..hmmm...out of nowhere my tears dropped..so terpaksa pg toilet..eh, habit lama tu..haha..tp sedih still ble tgk dorg semua blk msk ofis happy2..OMG! Hatiku senipis kulit bwg..n stress level increased until hbs time keje..maka hujan pun turun lg..

Sekian, terima kasih..

Senyum

Be the youngest in the team, sy slalu kene usik..kdg2 sy bls blk..kdg2 sy merajuk. .kdg2 sy protes..kdg2 buat dek je mls nk layan..tp yg pasti ape pun reaction sy, dgn sengaja or tak, sy tetap akn senyum..senyum seiklas hati..n penah time senyum tu sy terpikir kt tmpt lain nnt sy akn senyum mcm ni ke.. alhamdullah sy happy dgn tmpt kerja n team sy sekarang..

Flashback meeting td:

Q: ape rs sekarang? Ade beza x selepas dh tunang?
(kenapa ktorg tnya? Sbb die tunang dgn org yg kite x sangka at all..beza spt langit n bumi..n some of us masih lg x percaya..tp tu la yg dikatakan jodoh rahsia Allah)

A.F: rasa bahagia (jwb dgn poyonye n malu2 jgk..hehe)

Everyone burst of laughter..OMG sgt la terkejut dgn jwpn itu..hahaha..mcm drama..

And me tibe2 terpikir. .bahagia itu subjektif..dan sekarang ini sy jg rs bahagia..bahagia dgn life sendiri dan jg bahagia dgn org sekililing sy..

*rindu mak n family sgt2..yeayyy, esok balik kampung!