Recap 2010

2010 dah hampir melabuhkan tirai.. Alhamdulillah, saya masih lg di sini n diberikan peluang untuk teruskan hidup di bumi Allah ini.


Tahun ni same seperti tahun sebelumnya..cume x banyak drama yg berlaku atau mungkin kerana hati sy lebih kental n dh imune pd bende yg bole mbawa kpd kesedihan..n yg pasti sy belajar mcmane nak facing those things dgn tenang...


Di awal tahun sy ade share my wish lists.. Alhamdulillah, semuanya sy dapat tp xdela sesempurna spt yg sy ingin kan..jom kite recap:


1. Blajar Swimming - sy berjaya blajar swimming di awl thn tp smpi skang sy xtau sy pandai swim ke x sbb x penah swim lps abis klas..hehehe..basic tu ade la..so mmg btl org kate practice make perfect..xpe, ade byk sifu yg bole jadi coach nnt.


2. Nak further study - Alhamdulillah, skrang ni dh msk semester 3. initially i dont have concrete reason smbung blajar but i think i did well. result tidak la gembak but atleast better than undergraduate dlu..participation in classes pon ok myb bcz of the work experience. tggl 2 more sems left. hopefully bole finish in year 2011.


3.  To have a new house - my very own house. Ever since April I was looking for a house which is nice and affordable. tidak la mewah tp yg penting comfortable. so in June i bought i medium condo in sentul. but unfortunately till now xbole msk lagi bcz waiting RHB to disburse the money. its actually a very long process sbb i have to wait almost 7 month tp till now x sttle lg...


Overall, i dpt all my wish list dgn keluarkan duit yg sgt byk..starting from blajar renang smpi la beli rumah.. investment yg sgt tggi so next year kene plan financial betul2..must live within our means...hehehe...


Career msih mcm dlu..masih di sini n blum start cari peluang lain. sy happy dgn keje yg sy buat n sy cube iklas kn hati dlm buat kerja kerana ia satu ibadah..tp sy msih juga mcm dlu ikut jer ckp org n malas nk fight or show off keje yg sy buat..kesannya, sy dh mule terasa bahang PPA..tp malangnye sy mls nk take any action..cume sy berdoa agar Allah mempermudah kn urusan sy n smoga bosses akn membuat assessment dgn adil n saksama..


Status sy plak same mcm tahun lepas..single n cute..hehehhe..(sila muntah skarang :-))..sy dh maafkan 'sahabat' sy tu n juga 'sahabat' die yg penah buat sy menangis..sy tahu dlm hati die masih ade simpati sbb itula die msih berhubung dgn sy..tp pd sy semua dh berlalu jd die tidak la lebih dr seorg kwn.. sy msih teruskan bersahabat dgn sesiapa shj yg sudi sbb pd saya berkawan biar la seribu n kite berhak buat pilihan..cume buat ms ni belum ade yg betul serasi n iklas...


Alhamdulillah, semuanya baik2 saja..kalo thn lps, time mcm ni sy dh tau ape yg nk plan utk thn dpn..tp thn ni x tercapai di akal fikiran lg..huhuh..myb sbb sebok kot..n now dkt kg..lg la mls nk pk..sik tdo sj..so utk 2,3 hr ni, sy akn rehat sekejap, pk kan ape yg patut n share kan ape impian 2011..

kpd family, saudara mara sahabat andai, thanks atas sokongn anda semua..kalo ade salah n silap sila tegur jgn takot..sbb sy manusia biasa yg xlepas dr kesilapan.. n seharusnya memperbaiki kesilapan untuk kebaikan dunia akhirat...

Good Bye 2010 & Welcome 2011 :-)

Setenang air...

cepat betul masa berjalan..dh ujung tahun pon..pasti thn 2010 pasti bukan tahun yg mudah untuk semua org kan?sama mcm sy..mcm2 yg sy lalui..ade seribu satu rasa... happy + bahagia + sedih + marah + mcm2 lg...

cume, sy rs n sy harap sy dh lalui dgn tenang..setenang air di kali..kerana Allah sentiasa bersama2 dgn org yg sabar :-)

Stress

Hari ni masih lg x selesa. sy dpt MC 2 hr tp takot plak nk MC lame sbb awl bln hari tu dh MC hospitalised..xpela, hari khamis ni cuti..ole la rest sket..

Sebenarnye, last few days mcm stress sket..byk bende nk kene pk..dgn demamnye..keje nye..rumah nye lg..ni dh start kelas betambah la stress...

Tp ade 1 sbb yg buat kn sy stress sgt..tp xpela, lame2 ok la tu..sbb smthing happen for a reason rite?

InsyaAllah, ade la hikmah tu...

Blog walking

Dah lama x blogging..normal la tu bile dserang penyakit M..btw,sy x suke
mnunggu..tp skrg tpaksa tggu turn nk jumpe doc..aduiya..

Wpon dh lame x blogging,tp sy ttp blog walking..agaknye blog mcmane yg jd kegemaran reader? Sm people ade tema for their blog..tp sy cacamarba je..sbb sy hnya tulis ape yg sy rs..n x semestinya sy rs tu org lain bole rs kn?

Ade byk blog yg slalu sy bc..ade yg sy knl n byk yg sy x knl..some sy suke bace sbb byk bg input..ade yg mcm novel tulisannya..sgt puitis ok..ade yg sy rs tulisan nye begitu iklas..n ade yg sempoi sgt.. Then sy terpk,sy punye categori ape? Hmm..

Sy juga tertarik dgn blog yg cantik, cute, lively..tiap kali tgk blog dorg terus rs mcm nk cantik kn blog sy..tp sudah la fiza,jgn nk brangan!!typing pon mls ni kn nk godek2 template best..

Ade org x phm nape suke blog2 or bc blog..tp pd sy mbacakn amalan mulia..xkesah bahasa ape or ape subject nye,pasti ade pekdahnye..slamat membaca :-)

Tak tau nak cakap ape...

Saya bangga jadi pelajar UPM walaupon org kate UPM tu universiti Penuh Manusia... sbb tu bile ade peluang utk further study saya pilih UPM (hehe..iklan seketika sebelum ke topik utama).

ok, result semester 2 dah out. but unfortunately rslt sy kene hold sbb according to them sy di 'dropped' kn sbb x bayar yuran. Sedangkan settlement sy dh buat earlier. After dah call sane sini  dah settle itu ini, finally dorg change status to 'continue '. tp malangnya result saya still xkuar2 lg..by right it should be published already since 22th.

Panik dgn rslt kwn2, sy sbnrnye xsbr nak tau result sy sendiri..dgn usaha yg ala kadar tu mcm dh bole agak jer result nyer..tp serious, takot sangat..harap masih bole teruskan study..

kpd pihak yg berkaitan, tolong la upload sy nyer rslt dgn kadar segera supaya sy dpt tdo lena wpon result x seberapa...hehehe...

Ikhlas Dari Hati

Bole Caye Ke???????

Address

Kenape masih ramai lagi yang addresskan saya as fiza todong???

Hmmm....

Mungkin dorg belum tau....


Yg fiza bukan lagi fiza todong...


Yg fiza todong tu dah x ade lagi...

P/s: jom doakan jer dorg happy okeh..tp..adakah saye semulia itu..hehe

Panggilan Haji

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Selepas Isyak saya berbual panjang dgn bonda td..spt biasa mcm2 tajuk sehingga la topik haji..tibe2 mak sy cerita yg mak cik sy skrg berada di kl..sedang tggu untuk berlepas 5hb ni..terkejut saya..sbb setahu sy makcik sy ni tak tersenarai dlm list haji tu..hanya suaminya jer yg terpilih dan sudah pon berlepas...tp mungkin kerana semangat dan keinginannya, dan mungkin juga rezeki die, akhirnyer die dpt pg jugak..terasa ingin menziarah bakal haji,  sy pon call la anak die..skali lg sy terkejut, sbb makcik telah pon selamat tiba ke Mekah..Alhamdulillah, besarnya kuasa Allah..segala urusan telah dipermudahkan walaupon di saat2 akhir..

sy juga terigt kt kwn saya..suami nya juga sedang menunaikan haji..sebanya dgn saya..tp diusia muda die telah pon menunaikan tggjwab die sbg seorg muslim..apatah lagi perginya membawa mak dan kakak die yg juga dibawah tggjawab die..alangkah mulia hati seorang ana...

saya jg berharap sy sempat menunaikan tggjwb itu..menemani mak dan kakak walapon dari segi kewangan sy masih belum mampu..saya mendaftar 4 thn dulu tanpa persediaan...dan mungkin juga tanpa perasaan..tp hari ini..hari demi hari, saya semakin terasa seruan itu..dan berharap benar rezeki kami thn depan...

td ms sembang dgn mak, sy terlepas ckp..yg kalo bole sy nk sempurnakan haji dlu baru berkawin..tibe mak sy marah..katanya urusan jodoh juga adalah urusan tuhan..xbaik ckp mcm tu sbb seolah2 kite bernazar..mak sy kata lg, xkesah mane dtg dlu sbb itu la yg terbaik...pd sy pula, sy tidah berniat untu bernazar..sy cume berharap sy dpt tunaikn impian mak utk pegi haji kali kedua bersama kakak sy...

ade satu perkara yg sy xkan lupe dimusim haji..panggilan haji atau seruan haji sgt istimewa pd orang yg sudah lama bersedia untuk menjadi tetamu Allah..dan bagi saya pula, musim haji ini masih meninggalkan rs sayu di hati, kerana di akhir musim haji saya kehilangn Ayah yg sgt sy sayang.. Alhamdulillah arwah ayah dijemput pulang setelah selesai menunaikan fardhu haji..kepulangan ayah itu, membuat kn saya benar2 ingin menjadi tetamu Allah..kerana di sana pasti ada sesuatu yang istimewa...


P/s: Al-Fatihah buat Ayahanda tersayang...smoga roh Allayarham ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg disayangi Allah.. Aminn...

There goes my October

Penat + exhausted + xcukup tido + sakit badan !!!!

Gara2:
1. esaimen yg byk
2. exam yg xckup prepared
3. kenduri kawen
4. open house
5. Midyear

n yang paling best IPO..ape IPO tu? saya pon xtau..yg saya tau:
1. Verify satu-satu
2. staple letter
3. masukkan dalam envolope

sampai kene balik rumah kol 5 am..first time keje 20hours non stop...penat smpi hari ni..walaupon dh terlebih tido..

Bai October ...and Welkam November!!! more interesting things to come..can't wait for that :-)

Don't Follow Me!!

Kpd sesiap yg berkenaan..jgn follow saya lg ye..nothing will change!!!

ape pon yg anda mahu, ia tiada di sini, ia mungkin di sana...
ape pon yang anda cari, ia tiada dgnku, ia mungkin dengannya..

ada fahamm????

sekian terima kasih...

Swim girl swim!!!

Dah lame dah abis klas swimming..td konon nyer nk try la teknik terpendam yg x sempat di practis kan..

al-kisahnyer kbtln outstation dkt Legend so pg la ai swimming dkt swimming pool ittew..tp baru jer nk kick dah tertelan air..adoiya, sepertinya abis duit jer blaja kan...

Tp org kate blaja tggi2 pon kalo x practise x gune gak kan..usaha tangga kejayaan..more swimming afta this okehh!!!

Antara

Last Monday i had long chatting dgn one of my fren about antara 2 darjat..tajuk ni very broad and sgt la subjective.. being one of the person that has gone trough it, she said that there are many things that we need to think of and eventually she found that it is not diffcult as other people thought. Lucky her coz he might be experienced it in a gud way kn...

but it was not easy to come to that level. of course you got to think every single angle in order for you to reach to decision isnt it? ala- ala 360 degree gitu.

n suddenly i ask my self what if it happen to me.. what will i do ya?

i guest the first thing definiely i would think about my family. whoever i met, i want the person can accept my family seadanya and vice versa.

And what if u realy like that person?

Hmm, i guest people come and leave..they come to our life, stay for a while and say good bye when the time is come...then you will forget them someday, like nothing has happened..of course you will be sad or a bit upset but you will forget it..(wah, mcm by experience jer kan..heheheh)..its not easy to meet good people. smtimes u just feel that you have met the right person but you have to keep it to your self as a long the way you found that the barriers may not be best for both of you..

The moral of the story, please think wisely when you are stucked in this situation. coz its not only about you and him/her...its about your future life, your family, your surrounding... and your everything...

P/s: thanks to the kakak for her advice..love you sis :-)

Biasa dan luar biasa..

Raya kali ni mcm biasala, cuti agak lame n paling lame kot..sampai boss pon ckp lame sgt ni..:-p

Tp byk gak perkara luar biasa yg berlaku..antaranya:

> x penah2 main/beli bnga api bile dh bsr..tp raya kali siap beli n main skali..mungkin excited sbb azfar blk awl

> x penah tido bilik atas..sbb takot..thn ni ade la 2 mlm tido bilik atas..tu pon dgn kakak..hehehe

> x penah berkebun pd hari raya..eh, silap!!x penah berkebun pon..hehehe..tp raya kali ni byk tolong bonda...korek ubi kayu la, gali lubang tuk tanam cili, kutip cili, siram pokok bunga, bla bla bla...

smoga Allah panjagkan umur.. Aminn...

Hari Malaysia & Hari Saya

16 September

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Selamat Hari Malaysia



Semoga MALAYSIA Aman Makmur Damai Sejahtera

and

Selamat Hari Saya :-)


Semoga sihat selalu, dimurahkan rezki, sentiasa berjaya & bahagia dunia akhirat and diberkati Allah Selalu..Aminn...

P/s: Tq abang for the lovely cake wpon name ai kedai tu salah eja..xoxo..almaklumlah, secret recipe kn xde kt kampung ai..heheh...thn depan blanjer lg k :-p

Sweet September

September is the most memorable month this month which turned to be the most busiest and hectic month..lots of events but i have limited time to update my blog (tho xde org bace pon kn..hehhe)

for the fist week, am bz with my work as i have requested for Raya leave awal..so i was focused to my job sampai buke pose pon in the office...am officially out of office since 7th - 19th September 2010..yeeayyy!!!!!

Then,came Hari Raya Aidilfitri on 11 September..preparation pon ala kadar je..in fact i couldnt bother about baju raya..kuih raya pon am tunjuk2 kt kedai jer..poor my niece and nephew coz no baju raya for them this year..but of course more duit raya kan..so dikesempatan ini (i guess its still not to late as Syawal kan sebulan :D) i would like to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin..May all of you have a blessed Aidilfitri and meaningful Syawal..

5th September was my fren's birthday..used to be my gud fren..Alhamdulillah, i managed to wish him on time and hopefully Allah's blessing will always be with him...cpt2 la kamu kawen ye :-p...

Bln ni juga we are going the celebrate Hari Malaysia..hmm, bertambah public holiday kite..Alhamdulillah..as anak Malaysia am honoured to announce that my besday also falls on the same date with Hari Malaysia and i'm proud to be borne on the 16th September..

what more ya?oh ya, 3 days ago i discovered that i just lost my valuable memories that i keep since standard 6...its haziq's doing..he played with my belongings and later lost it..sedih bangat kot sampi nangis 3 jam..huhuhu..luckily i found my 2 name tags..but unfortunately i lost the photo of my cute boyfren ms standard 6..lame kot simpan gambo die (kalo die bace mesti die tersenyum ni..hahaha..tp sorry sgt..org dh ilangkan gambor tu..)

Well, i have too many thing to story but dunno how to start n what to write..hmm...i miss blogging..mayb blogging is one of the therapy that can make you feel better even your feeling is good..:-)

P/s: will write more often sbb semlm i got my new broadband..yeayyy!!!

Selamat Hari Merdeka Ke 53

Walaupun

Tuan Tanah tak minta tanahnya

Ketuanan Melayu x mbela hak istimewa melayu

Semangat Perjuangan makin luntur

(sbb x jd tenaga penggerak Btn lg dah kan :-p)

Tapi,

Peristiwa bersejarah ini tetap aku ingati

Pejuang2 negara ttp aku hargai

Semoga kalian abadi di sana..

Selamat Hari Merdeka!!!!!!

Nota untuk kakak

‎" Walau setinggi mana kasih sayangku, sesungguhnya Allah lebih berhak
menyayangimu, Damai lah engkau disana di bawah limpahan rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya, Sesungguhnya kami semua akan menyusulmu di kemudian hari...
Al-Fatihah!!"

Menitis air mata aku bace status ni dkt FB die...aku tau, die pasti masih bersedih..n pastinya sangat sedih..n sebagai sahabat aku pon turut merasa kesedihan nya..sbb aku pon pernah lalu saat itu satu ketika dulu..

Ketika dapat berita itu 27.07.2010, aku terkedu..xtau nak buat apa..lalu aku sedekah kan Al-Fatihah buat Ibu nya..terigt baiknya family die layan ktorg ms tumpang tido kt sane dulu..teringin sgt nk telefon die..nak dgr suara die..tp aku tidak sekuat itu..kerana kami pasti mengangis..

Alhamdulillah, baru2 ni aku dpt telefon die..sekadar bertanya kabar..langsung tidak sentuh peristiwa itu..kerana x mahu menambahkan air mata die..entry ini istimewa untuk dia..walapun dia mungkin x bace..sesungguhnya aku pon teringin sgt berada disis die, saat die perlukan kekuatan..

Kakak,
Setiap yg hidup pasti pergi..
Tapi kasih sayang kekal abadi..
Semoga kakak sabar n tabah..
Demi mereka yg sayangkan kakak..

Kami doakan semoga ibu kakak ditempatakan dikalangan orang2 yang disayanyi-Nya..

Buat Ayahanda tercinta, semoga ayah tenang di sana dalam lindungan-Nya..

P/s: Al-fatihah...

Dukacita

5 March 2010 aku ade interview yayasan ...baru skang aku dpt result tu pon lepas aku tergerak hati nk follow up td... rupanya surat 'Dukacita Permohonan Ditolak' baru jer dorg pos semalam..

Kenapa die reject?
Sbb mereka taja org yg amek course science/engineering jer..

hmm..aku terkedu gak..n sedikit kecewa..bukan sbb xckup duit untuk sambung belajar (kalo x ckup pon, epf kan ade..hehehe)

tp kecewa kerana kenapa ada diskriminasi dalam menggalak kan rakyat sambung belajar n meningkat kan ilmu pengetahuan....

aku faham science/engineering courses a bit critical compared to non science.. tp mereka yg non science pon terlibat dalam pembangunan negara/negeri..

tak semua org minat dalam bidang science..mcm aku dlu pon amek bidang science..tp lps matrik aku decided nk tukar bidang..sbb aku rs x gune aku pulun tp kalo x minat kn..

Policy is a policy..n procedure is a procedure..but we should have a common sense especially dlm tolong orang yg memerlukan..yanng akhirnya membantu kepada pembentukan masyarakan cemerlang, gemilang and terbilang..

kpd kwn2 kt luar sane yg tgh further study, xkesah ape bidang yg anda amek, percaya la ianya akan mengubah hidup adan, keluarga anda n mungkin masyarakat anda..walaupon mungkin ade pihak yg x menghargainya..

P/s: wah,rs mcm wakil rakyat plak..hehehe

No die pon dah xde..

Tgh lena tdo tbe2 phone bunyi..aku pon pe lg, agkt je la xmo dgr bising..

caller: bole tau sape ni?
Aku: sape ni? ( tgh mamai aku tnya blk)
caller: sape punye no tepon ni?
Aku: eh eh..die yg call tnya sape plak..
Caller: sy nk tau sape kt sane..kalo x bole xpela..

aku tibe2 mcm cam plak suare tu..yes, aku knl org tu..

aku: ok,rs mcm dh cam..kenapa?
Caller: xde ape sj nk tau tuan punye fon ni same lg?
Aku: tuan punye fon myb xsame dh..tp tuan punye no same..
Caller: bla bla bla..

Then he said bye..

A few second, 1 msg came in saying that igt no dh tukar tuan..bile dgr care sebut 'kenapa' konpem tuan still same..siap ckp aku garang lg tu..tp mmg pon aku agak garang skang...

bile aku tnya die igt lg kt no aku..die kate no kwn xkan nk lupe..die x call aku dgn no die sndiri sbb takot aku x jawab..tp sebenarnyer no die pon aku dh xde..

hmm..dh lame aku lupe kn die..tp bile dpt call mcm ni tgh mlm plak tu, tido aku agak terganggu..terigt cite lame, yg mengkeruhkan persahabatan kami..bkn ant aku n die jer..tp ant kwn2 with him and her..kerana kami sekelas..

lps dpt call tu, aku terjage n terfikir sejenak..rmai org ckp let gone be bygone..aku sgt setuju.lg pon it works to me..sbb dlm hidup ni kite kene sentiasa memaafkan, baru kite rasa nikmat kehidupan..

saye x penah marah or bencikan sape2 la kn sampai xnak jwb call bagai...so sape2 yg ade buat salah kt saye (mcm pasan bgs jer kn..hahaha)...jgn takot..sbb sy xpernah berdendam...ini lah jugak pesanan sy dlm msg sy pd die..hrp die n seluruh keluarga die paham..n smoga die jadi bapa mithali :-)

When you see their excitement

1st day puasa, bebuka kt ofis.. 2nd day pon same..n mayb 3rd day pon masih bebuka kt opis..

Exhausted + Stress!!!!!

Tp keje ttp diteruskan demi nak capai target...

Hasilnya, reaction/feedback & excitement host focals buatkan aku senyum sampai ke telinga..gelak sampai nak pecah perut....hahahhhahaha...

Mane xnye, lepas berbulan2 tggu adjusted salary, br hari ni dorg tau figure sebenar..sedangkan local staff dah lame rasa..

Kesian dorg.. Asl overseas jer, dorg dikemudiankan.. wpon dorg ade yg x happy, tp thank you for understand our job... and thank you for cheering me up with the excited mail, joke and chit chat..Slamat berkira2 ye kwn2 di overseas sane :-P

Ok. the journey continue tmrow!!!

Ahlan Wahsahlan ya Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Alhamdulillah...

Ramadhan datang lagi..

Walau pun sambutan kali ni kurang semangatnyer..

Aku harap aku dapat menunaikan ibadah ini sebaik mungkin...

Semoga dipermudah kan...

Aminn...

"Wishing everyone Ramadhan Kareem..Salah silap mohon dimaafkan..smoga kite sume mendapat keberkatan dan keredhaan dalam Lindungan Allah Maha Esa...InsyaAllah..."

Hidden reason

Recently ramai plak yg tanya y kami further study..myb sbb dorg br tau kot..exam saturday hr tu kami betul2 stress..sbb tu smpi agkut buku kehulu hilir..sbb tu la dorg tau kn..

Hmm..sbnrnye ade mcm2 reason yg come accross..tp dlm byk2 reason tu ade 1 yg induce kami nyer semangat smpi kami terus apply master immediately..k, lets check it out the reasons k..

1. Dlu ms final sem kami budget akn ssh dpt keje kn..so plan nk smbung master terus..tp Alhamdulillah..rezki dtg cpt n kami xsmpat apply pon..

2. Nak majukan diri utk kepuasan diri..sbb company kami xmcm gomen..dorg xde la acknowledge sgt master degree ni..

3. Preparation.. Yela, rezki kn kt tngn Allah..hari ni kit mgkin kt sini..esok luse who knows rite.. Tp kami sentiasa doa smoga rezki kt sini brpanjangn..

4. Nak cari side income.. Kot2 la bole jd part time lecturer or tutor

5. The broke off story..ni la reason yg org xtau slame ni.. But hv to admit this is the main reason ms apply master dlu..sbb while tgther kami sik pk nk kumpul duit je..kot2 la nk kawen..tp bile contract abis, kami decided to
think about myself n fullfill my dreams..

Mule2 malu nk reveal reason ni sbb mcm bodo je km study sbb frust..tp one of my fren said "its ok..atleast you do smthing benefit u"..tp skang nile dh ok,dh happy blk, smangat pon dh goyang..huhu..

P/s: should i thanks to him for inducing my spirit?

2.

Panik

Masuk exam :
chapter 1,2,3,4,5,11,12,13 and 14

Baru bace:
chapter 1,2,3 and 5

Nak kene bace:
chapter 4,11,12,13 and 14

Exam:
Saturday, 07.08.10, 9.00 am

huhuhu..panik giler smpi xleh nk bace dah

kerana itu, aku ke oldtown..dgn harapan dpt bace atleast 1 bab..

Harus kuat, kalo xnak brenti sekerat jalan...

xoxo...

2 ke 3 ke 4 ke 5 ke xde at all???

Hmm.. .

Kalo thn lepas time ni kami dh tau brape kami dapat..

Tp thn ni bau2 pon mcm xde..

Boss kate thn lps die gtau on 3rd sbb tu dpt 3..

Thn ni die x gtau lagi..

Boss nyer hypothesis:

kalo die gtau on 4th dpt la 4..

kalo die gtau on 5th dpt la 5..

Tp mmg x la kan dpt byk tu...

N mungkin xde langsung kan..

Xpela, rezki di tangan Allah..

Yg penting kite buat keje jujur and ikhlas..

Aminn...

Dalam Dilema

Puasa dh dekat..rumah kami xdop fridge sbb bdk rumah yg ade fridge tu dah pindah.. kami rs mcm nak beli fridge jer..sbb setiap kali bln pose kami ade penyakit xselera nk beli mknan kt luar.. kalo ade fridge bole simpan bhn basah sket2 walapon bkn kami yg masak..

Tp kami dalam dilema sbb lepas raya nnt kami mungkin pindah rumah..

Lepas raya tu myb bln 10..myb bln 11..xsure lg.. kalo ikut kan nk jer beli peti ais tu skang.. tp ramai kwn2 kate baik beli pindah rumah baru nnt..tp kami risau bile pindah nnt byk nk pkai duit n duit pg tempat lain..nnt kami xdpt peti ais pon..

Lg 1, bile pindah nnt kami kene sewa lori gak..nak angkat mesin basuh..rak baju..buku2..dn mcm2 lg..sewa lori pon bkn murah kan..baik gunekan sepenuhnyer ruang dlm lori tu.

Hmm...nak beli ke x nak? beli? x beli? beli? x beli? beli? x beli? haih!!! fenin fenin...

Air, Darat dan Udara

Antara air, darat n udara yg mane lebih menakut kn??

Aku rs aku ant org yg berani..lasak..N ade semangat yg kuat..

Aku rs aku suka kan cabaran..suka cube bende baru..

N slalu nyer aku akn bt dgn penuh semangat, confidence..

Tp lepas aktvt semlm aku mule terpk, aku ni nmpk je kuat, tp sbnrnye penakut gak..

Semlm aku pg rafting..ms otw tu aku dh rs berdebar2.. Ms bt water cnfident pon aku xtentu arah..n even worse ms body rafting aku terminum byk air sbb life jaket longgar sgt smpi aku xleh bnafas...Mcm frust gak sbb 1st trial x perfect..

Dlu aku pnh pg genting..sekali jer..n kt sane aku x main pon game2 out door tu..yg aku igt aku nail dragon pastu terus xnk main bende lain dh..takot..

Last year aku pnh main paintball..twice..Mule2 mmg tkot..tp aku suke the excitement..rs inginmng n team work..wpon sgt sakit..

Air, Darat, Udara..

Aku lebih senang dgn darat..mgkin sume kite sume tggl di darat..n mgkin juga sbb aku ank kelima..yg sifatnye spt tanah..tp xbermakna aku dah mngalah.. InsyaAllah, aku akn cube rafting lg..aku akn cube pg genting lg (kalo ade org bwk..hehe) n yg paling penting aku kepingin sgt nk main ATV dkt zoo negara tu..

P/s: will story more about water rafting trip once gambo dh ready..

Bangun Malam

Dalam tazkirah tadi Bakri sentuh sket ttg amalan puasa:

perkara basic dlm bln puasa adalah buka puasa n sahur..

kita digalakkan bersahur walau hanya dgn seteguk air and sebiji kurma..
(wpon simple, tp xrmai yg buat terutamanya org yg bujang..mcm aku la jugak tu)

yg kite tau tuk bersahur kite kene bgn di penghujung malam...

sedangkan yg tersirat disebalik bgn malan itu banyak hikmahnya..

kalo dlu ms worldcup kite bgn malam tgk bola..kul 3 dh bgn tgk Argentina, Uruguay and Spain main (aku la tu lg..)

so kenapa kite x bole bangun penghujung malam bersahur disamping amalkan solat2 sunat..

sbb kite xnampak ganjaran nyer skarang..

kalo bgn tgk bola, bile team kite sokong mng, kite akn happy..senyum sampai pagi (aku gak lg)..

jadi, dikesempatan ramadan ni cube la amalkan solat sunnat..

xperlu banyak2 ckupla sekurang2nya 2rakaat sunat tahjud setiap mlm..kalo x boleh byk, buat la sikit..kalo xbole sikit buat la byk..(hmm..dlm maksud bakri tu)

sbb ganjaran tu hanya Allah yang akan tahu..Wallahualam

~The end

Aku tggu ramadhan..tp aku xpasti kenapa aku tggu..yang aku tau aku harap Ramadhan ini lebih bermakna and amalan diterima Allah..

~Aminn...

A and B

Hari tu boss kate kire manual pastu send advise to payroll.

Payroll kate upload dlm sistem pastu dorg simulate payslip.

Boss kate lg tggu clearance dr mem.

Payroll kate mem dh ok dah bole upload.

Salary International pon upload dlm sap.

Pastu hari ni boss tnya ko advice ape kt payroll?

Boss tnya pas dah upload payroll kene buat ape?

Boss tanya lg ko paham x?

Pastu boss tnya payrol plak ko phm x?

PENING!

tak tau ape yg paham n ape yg xpaham..

Hahahaha.....

Ni la rupenyer kalo org tu kate A org tu paham B...

Ampun boss!

Skang gak sy betul kan..hehehe

Tag by Sista Ana Ferana

1. Adakah anda rasa anda hot?
- Hmm...i wish..hehehe

2. Cerita pasal wallpaper komputer anda.

- Shared Values logo (wah, gile ah semangat minyak akoo...)

3. Kali terakhir makan pizza

- Lunch td with beloved LCD frens..

4. Lagu terakhir anda dengar
- Imposibellll... Imposibelll (fav song skang ni..lalalala...)

5. Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

- kire cola org oversea smbil tggu nak blk...(haih, abisla kalo boss tau am blogging time opis)

6. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil apa?
- azfiza, nor, adik, mek...

7. Tag lagi 5 org -

(1)Anggerek , (2)Emi Mazrah , (3)Fahiya , (4)Kak Mcmie, (5)Along Mama

8. Siapa org no.1 pada anda?

- lovely girl ( ex-officemate...suddenly miss her much sbb td ktorg hang out xde)

7. Hubungan dgn org no.2.

- Mazrh's sister..ant blogroll list yg active blogging tp dh lame x cacth up with her..agak nyer dh ade bf kot..hehehe

8. Hubungan dgn org no.3.

- kwn 1 kampung (ms kt skolah dlu xrapat sgt dlu tp recently byk contact via fb/blog/ym

9. Kata2 cinta utk org no.4.

- "Kak Mie, am purposely choose you no 4 sbb nak ask you to treat me for meal..baru dpt increment kan kan kan? heheheh"

10. Katakan sesuatu pada org no.5.

-"Along, kem salam sayang kat mama tau.."

5 perkara ttg Kak Ana (org yg tag saya) -

(1) Bestfren kak Ita & kak Ella

(2) Caring tau..xcaye tgk gamor :-P

(3) Fashionable kot..sbb kak ana brani cube bende baru..(i guess)

(4) I remembered last time ktorg gayut, kak ana plan to have a baby at least one in this year. n Alhamdulillah, smoga Kak ana n baby sehat sejahtera sampai baby lahir..Aminn...

(5) The best thing yg i like about kak ana is shes from Langkawi..sy suke Langkawi..n i wish to go there again very soon.

P/s: Gambar ni sume amek dr FB. sume ni among my fav photos. sorry yer didnt ask for permission.

M.A.L.A.I

Esok dh 2nd klas..tp selai buku pon x bukak lg.. Satu esaimen pon x buat lg..nk kate keje byk benor idok ler bz sgt..gaji org obersea process as per schedule gak ..haihh!!!

Betul kata kak ita..lps dh dpt result lg malas..n now me sgt la MALAI = malas + lalai.. Slip yuran x htr lg.. Buku x beli lagi.. Esaimen x buat lg..

Help help..aku x mboh kene repeat paper.. X mboh kene extend...

Huhu..

G00D PE0PLE

Td had lunch with k husma..sembang punye sembang,suddenly she said:
"fiza, kak ati ckp kt sy: husma, kalo ade problem psl claim/salary, awk contact je Azfiza"

wow! My 1st boss which i reported to her not more than 2 mths has talked smthing good/nice bout me to other people..well, atleast she still remember bdk hingusan ni kn..(^_*)

Then when i was driving back home i kept thinking that how nice if I can be good at everybody..

I hv met a lot of good people along the way..n some of those good people may not think that we r a good people like them..in other words, they might not like me..

I remember, 5 yrs back, one of my fren accindently sent a 'not good' msg n wrote a 'not good' things bout me to my hp..i'm shocked..but thats the fact we cant please everybdy.. I'm notsure what ive done wrong but personally i was not mad at all. When she came to say sorry, i dunno wut to say..but i told her tht i understood n let bygone be bygone..fuhhh!!!

Yes, Let bygone be bygone..I know that im not good to some people..bt honestly i wanna be good to evrybody..i wanna touch their heart even with a small thing..i wanna be a good daugther, a good sister, a good buddy, a good staff n good good n good..coz i wanna people remmber the good things about me..:-p

Sayang korang gak!

Korang myb xtau..tp aku saayaanggg bangat kt korang..

this comm made my day.. thanks Allah i have u guys!!!!




Org kate sahabat xperlu sentiasa bersama..xperlu selalu berkepit..yang penting
saling menyokong, memahami, menyayangi and menghargai..

Korang,
sedarkan aku saat aku lupe,
pimpin aku saat aku sesat,
dukung aku saat aku jatuh,
bantu aku saat aku perlukan korang..

I heart u all :-)

F.O.C.U.S

Gosh.. To many things on the plate n to many things pending...

Mr. Focus, please come back!!!!

I need you to settle my job..

I need you to do my assignmnt..

I need you to fell better ~xoxo~

p/s: Focus focus focus!!!

Touching

Hr ni supposed to b a great day..sbb semlm dh jumpe Edward Cullen..so am out from home with smiley face..bt out of sudden,mood swing la plak..smpi kt opis trs rs mcm x best..

PC checked! email checked! keje checked! tibela ms tuk FB plak..hehehe..N my eyes dropped to the status of somebody/smone that i knew of..

Well, not sure this status was adressed to whom..but personally im touched..

I might be perasan..but i got a feeling that sm part of it is me..

Yes, its been a year..we got to know each other then i let all gone bcoz of my past..

He's such a nice guy... but i just couldnt see the future..

i believe that a good people will be with good people..there's must be a good girl out there waiting for him..he will found that one day.

and as for me, i like to be like this..till when?? me myself also dunno..i felt sorry for hurting him but i hope he understand..

P/s: "May happiness be with yours ~xoxo~"

Bila dah makin dewasa

Bila dh makin dewasa
Makin banyak kite belaja
Makin kite waspada
Supaya x tersilap langkah

Aku pon mcm tu
Bile umur dah meningkat
Semakin berhati-hati
Sampai dh tawar hati

Hehe
Kesimpulannya
Semakin aku tua
Semakin takot plak dgn realiti
Sampai menafikan impian diri

Mampu ke nk gapai mimpi kalo takot?
K, sila dengarkan lagu PELITA dr API
Dgr2 kan..,

Dont cry for me!

Kecewa!!!!!!!

Owh no!! My heroes wont make it to semi.

What the ..........!

Its ok babbies... You played good.. It just not our luck..

Dont cry ya..

Coz am alwaz be with u..... Messi & Higuin...

(haha..mcm la dorg tau n dorg heran sgt aku sokong dorg kn????)

Asalkan kalian tau..

Terkesima dgn tazkirah seorg sahabat ttg kawen sat td..mmg btul umur makin meningkat..tp tidakla terlalu tua utk x kawen lg (sbb sntiasa rs muda di hati..hehe)..tibe2 teringat kata2 org sekeliling:

kakak A: ko tnggu ape lg?xpyh nk pilih2 sgt
me: sy x pilih kak..lum ade lg org yg nk kt sy..

Kakak B: ko nk yg mcmane lg? Hensem mcm tu pon ko reject, Ko igt ko tu cantik sgt???
Me: sbb sy xcantikla sy nk yg biase2 je kak..(dlm hati: tajam sungguh kate2 akak tu..huhu)

En A (yg kawen agak muda lg): fiza, dlm idup kite kene ade target.. Fiza kene set kn target n usaha ke arah itu..
Me: target sy nk kwen umur 27.. Tp xbf tggl kn sy just before i reached 26..xsmpt nk cr ganti

En B (yg dh agak berumur): ko ni x kwen2 lg ko nk cr yg mcmane sbnrnyer?
Me: sy nk yg sedang jer encik..sy nk yg bole jd imam, phm sy n bole terima family sy mcm family sendiri encik..

Kakak C: adik, dlm 1hingga 10 yg awk nak, awk mgkin xkn dpt 1 pon dik..jd blajar la terima org seadanya..
Me: sy tau kak (hehe..xnk kalah tu..nk mjawab gak).sbb tu sy x kesah pon sape..(yeke aku x kesah???

Kakak D: dik, Jgn memilih dik..x kesian ke kt che kt kg.
Me: kesian kak..tp lg kesian kalo sy slh pilih mnantu tuk die kn..

En C: ko ni nk org mane? Meh aku carikan..
Me: sy xnk org dkt dgn kg sy..nnt kalo blk kg kene gilir2..ssh la nnt..

Cik A: kwn2 A sume dh kawen.. Kite ni bile la kn..
Me: cik a jgn kawen dlu tau..kalo cik a kwen, fiza nnt mcmane..huhuhu

Kakak F: udah2 la tu keje kuat2. Dh smpi ms cari partner..
Me: sy x keje kuat pon..sbb gaji ttp gak mcm tu..huhu

Kakak F: fiza, kalo awk kawen mesti sume org hepi..sbb sume sebok nk cari kn awk partner..tp awk bt donno jer kn..
Me: sy pon x sabo kak (hehe..gatal seketika)..tp nk bt cmane,xtergerak ati lg ke arah tu..

Mcm2 dorg ni..kesimpulannya:
1. Yg sebok2 tu sume kakak2 n abg2 yg dh kawen..
2. Ape pon yg dorh ckp mesti ade jer jawapn aku..smpikn dorg xlarat sbb aku suke menjawab n melawan..haha..
3. Nasihat dorg tu mmg baik..tp jawapanku ade benarnye..

Ape2 pon, tq tuk pehatian kalian..at least sy tau kalian prihatin n sayang bangat pd saya.. Saya bkn ngak mau kawen, pokoknya sy belum ketemu sama org yg bisa perhatiin sama sy..doain agar hati sy terbuka n org itu muncul di depan saya kok..asalkan kalian tau, yg aku ini sayang bangat ama kalian n hagain apa yg kalian lakuin n nasihatin..

(haih, ape yg aku melalut nih??owh..demam cinta bilang benci kalik :-p

Berjalan ke hutan

Ptg td ms sharing session ade personaliti test..test tu asked us to imagine that we ar going to the forest..1st q was who is with us..n my ans my beloved sis..1st q shows that person is the closest to us..

Myb betul..tho jarak ktorg quite jauh but i believed that she influnced me a lot..in all aspect..study,working,life, how to manage money,how to buy things,how to plan things n so on..

As for myself, she will be the 1st person tht i will remember for anything..e.g:
1. Kalo xde duit - cari die dlu (in fact 1 of her bank card ade pd wa)
2. Next of kin - ofkos ltk name die
3. Mslh keje - die dlu yg dgr
4. Buy things - consult die..
5. Wasiat - pnh 1 hr tu pg kurus kerohanian under ust zawawi..ktorg kene tulis wasiat..n my wasiat was adressed to her for her to read to my family members..coz i know she can do that..sbb die sgt amanah..

N mcm2 lg..smtimes byk refer kt die compared to mak..bkn ape,sbb mak biasenyer ikut jet ckp aku..xbyk hal..tp my sis kalo xstuju die ckp jer terus..cthnyer die xsuke aku tgk wyg..keluar mlm,beronggeng2..tp aku bt gak..hehe..

N as for her, im like her p.a..manage most of the things like billing,banking,fb account n many more..

Yes, we are closer than others..but i love all my siblings equally..n she knows that

ok, enough of the story..lame dh xcall die..better do now..till meet again!!!

P/s: kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku..kelari ke pantai kemudian teriak ku"..cess, pehal tibe2 plak ni..hehe..

Rmai org kate shes like my 2nd mom..my godmother..but i always said that she is my stepmothet..sbb smtimes die garang bangat..hehe..

Flying colours :-)

Hr jumaat lepas sy dapat senyum sampai ke telinga..mungkin berkat hari Jumaat, sy dpt byk berita baik n rezki yg baik last friday..

Alhamdulillah...result semeter 1 out on that friday...unexpected!!! i've passed sem 1 dgn jaya nya..wpon pd mulenye xrs pon yg i akn achieve good result..in fact i was get ready to repeat 1 paper..tp rezki Allah, i got A for that subject..this is the best result that i achieved..ms degree dlu pon xpenah dpt mcm ni..myb working experiences help me a lot..thats the advantage of belajar sambil bekerja..

First of all, i just want to tell u that i dont know why im pursuing my study...2nd,i guess theres to many reason that led me to apply master..n 3rd, i think it was worthwhile to further study even though it seem i have no specific objective..even i have to draw my EPF coz ultimately it will benefit me in long run..

Long distance ni bkn la sng..bcz we might loss along the way..kene ade patience and determination...br la kite keep on track...me pon lost gak..bcz long distance n classroom study totally different..dh terbiasa spoon feed n suddenly we have to reach out our own..

Achieving good result without much effort makes me worried..huhuhu..takut terus malas nk blajar..huhuhu...but, hopefully i can be more consistent n more hardworking for following semester... InsyaAllah...

International vs domestic

Last friday,time org syok tdo,ktorg keje to upload new salary groupwide..Hmm,suspen sungguh.. First time involve dlm process increment but after all,sume success dgn jayanye.. Salary domestic is not my area as i am international fish..however, im glad that i hv been given an exposure to perform this..which i feel good for my development..

Before reorg to take effect, i was thinking that im gonna be put under domestic..but when the day is come, my boss asked me to do oarp..gosh..its totally diff n i hv to do everythng manually..tp xpe..i took the challenge..n will develop a system..so that i can quickly move out..hehe..

P/s: pray hard for me k..

KPI setting & cascading

Org kate idup mcm roda..kejap kt ats n kejap kt bwh..aku pon slalu gak kt bwh..tp thn lps terlalu bwh smpi rs mcm dh tertahan.. Tp Alhamdulillah..sabar tu msih ade n dgn berkat bt dono aku, aku still lagi kt sini...

Org kate org akn suke kite for no reason..n org juga akn xsuke kite for no reason..no reason yg aku maksudkn ialah tanpa kite tau sbbnyer..aku pon pnh rs mcm tu..boss tbe2 berubah bile rmai staff senior baru yg join our dept.. Tp Alhmdulillah, aku still bole face die dgn buat dono wpon hati memberontak..

Org kate keburukn/kejahatn yg kite bt wpon sekali jer akn mgatasi sejuta kebaikn yg kite buat..mmg btl pon..sbb sume org cr kesilapn org as if die jer yg sempurna kn?

Aku nk bgn dr keserabutan thn lps..aku akn usaha buktikn yg aku xptut dpt treatment spt itu..aku akn bangkit..bukan bangkit dgn amek ati boss or kipas boss.. Tp bangkit dgn buat kerje dgn lbh baik lg..biar boss tau yg aku pn competent wpon aku paling muda kt situ..

Langkah pertama aku dh bt..aku hrp kpi setting yg aku organised ni akn bg benefit tuk seluruh dept aku..n usaha murni aku akn dpt kebekatan dr Allah..Aminnn..

P/s: bt kerje mesti lah dari hati..

Putus cinta

Last wiken blk kg..ktorg buat kenduri tahlil n sedikit kesyukuran sbb adik dpt msk poli..hr jumaat ptg, lps kenduri n lps dh siap kemas ktorg 6 bradik lepak kt bwh..lepak2, sembang2, gurau2..

Adik dtg dok kat sebelah..pggil name sy byk kali..apehal tah..

Tibe2:

him: kak nor, adik putus cinta...

Me: ha??? Putus cinta (sambil gelak guling2 diikuti siblings yg lain)

me: adik tau ke putus cinta tu ape?

Haha..mcm xcaye jer adik aku yg umur 17thn putus cinta..ish ish ish..bdk2 zaman skarang..time sy dlu xdenye mcm tu..nk kwn ngn dak laki pon tkot..sbb ayah slalu pesan "ayah htr awk suoh blajar..bkn suoh bercinta"

bdk kecik ini kuat membuaya gak..hs 24/7 kt tgn..hrp bile dh blaja nnt die x leka la..mudah2an die blaja dgn baik..sbb die la harapan terakhir keluarga.. Aminn...

Upset, frustrated, disappointed @&£€$#<¥!!!

Myb bile dh terlalu rapat n trust someone hati kite cpt tersentuh..honestly i dont expect scene below to happen..thts why im really upset, frust n disappointed..

Me: sis, mcmane dpt x?
Her: xbole date tu..aku dh bg org lain..
Me: la kn sy dh sms sy ok time tu
Her: yeke?x terigt plak..
Me: nape x sms sy blk gtau?
Her: jenuh lah aku nk msg..

Me bkn la kesah sgt xdpt tu..tp care n jwpn die bt sy sedih..sy respect die..sy trust die n sy try my best to be beside her..y sy sgt sedih:

1. Kenape sms if u dnt ever bother my msg?
2. Y x bgtau awl2..kenape kene tggu sy tnya dlu?
3. Ms sy tlg bt keje dlu xde pon berkire tp kenapa bile nk sms pon kene bekire ( sy bkn mgungkit..tp sedih dgn excuse yg dberi..walhal sms pon seposen jer kn)

for that reason sy jd zombie hr ni.. Sy try to control myself but i cant face her..sy avoid eye contact..die tnya, sepatah sy jwb..but luckily people around xprasan..sy still not in the mood when i see her..

Sy mmg hu ha hu ha..but it doesnt mean im not sensitive n im not serious..sy sgt serious when it comes to janji n freship.. So dnt take me for granted ok!

Lega lps bole luah kt sini..hoping that silent treatment continues esok..bcz i got the lesson n i want to teach a lesson..

P/s: tq for this..sy dh maafkn her n her..

Blink!

Haven't read the book..but i guess i hv made a decision in blink! I didnt take much time to think bout that.. Oh my God, i hv made such big decision in less thn 12 hours..

Not sure whether this would be a good decision but as long as bonda n famly agree, I'll go for it..

It some sort of sacrifising thingy..you may lost smthing and gain smthng else which could be better.. will post more story about this in future..

Saya nak cuti..

Drama hari ini:

M : boss, sy nk cuti 27 n 31 ni.. Nk blk kampung
B : nanti dulu
M : tp kene submit borang kn..
B : nnt dlu! Tgk time tu bz ke x? Apasal cuti lame sgt? (sgt sarcastic soklan tu)..

...............................

*sedih*

hati yg x puas hati pon berkata:
boss,sy blk kg sbb nk jumpe mak sy..sb sy rindu kt mak sy..sy penat keje..sy nk rehat..dh dkt 2 mggu bt keje sorg2..boss xnmpk ke? Sy tau sy ikan bilis..tp sy bkn robot..yg xde perasaan..sy tau sy xpandai amek ati, bkn xnk amek ati..tp pd sy lebih baik sy mengelak drp mengeruhkn keadaan..kang x psl2 sy dpt treatment yg lebih teruk..ckupla dgn ape yg dh berlaku..n sy still bole bertahan..

Sekian,terima kasih...

Bole potong ke?

A: apasal rambut panjang?
Me: saje..
A: bile nk potong?
Me: bile dpt bf baru..(hehe..jwb dgn spontan)

blk kg bonda pon tnya kenapa simpan rambut..agaknye bonda pon serabut tgk rambut wa mcm hantu kot..

Sbnrnye mmg terpk nk simpan rambut n potong bile dh open new book..tp skang rs mcm dh rimas plak..tp bole ke potong bile kite dh niat bt smthing after getting smthing..kalo nazar wajib tunaikn..tp xtau la ni dikira nazar ke x..sbb slalunyer nazar bende yg baik je like pose ke, sedekah ke, kesyukuran ke...

Hmmm..potong ke x potong?

House Hunter

There's a time where u feel like u want ur own space, ur own style and ur very own house..i guess my time has come..but till now i dont find the best home that meet my citarasa... Nice but cheap..hehehe..where to find yeahh??

I've been house hunter for almost 6 months..it is tiring actually..i've viewed a few houses n surf internet almost everyday n nite to see wheter there is a house that suit me..

I was about to buy 1 aucted house but it has been called of a day before auction date.. I also like to buy another house at setapak but suddenly i cancel my intention due to uncertainty of my organisation..then like another house at ampang but i cancel that due to heavy traffic jam there..

Why it is so difficult to get the house that i like?? B4 this i want a house that near to lrt..but now no more as i'm driving..so my target is to fine a near house to klcc with less traffic jam..so guys, if you know about house for sale, do let me know ye..coz i think it is a time for me to hv my own house..

P/s: rumah x perlu bsr xperlu mewah..yg penting selamat n bahagia di dlm..

Seandai kau tahu..

"seandai kau tahu..apa yg ku mahu..mahu kah dirimu..tuk mendekati ku..dan aku tak bisa..memaksa dirimu..walau dalam tidur..ku tetap menanti mu..hingga akhir nanti.."

lagu ni mmg berhantu..nk tdo pon wa terigt kt lagu ni.. Astargfirullah..patutnye nk tdo kene byk kn zikir kn..haih..

Kalo ikut kn lagu ni lagu cinta..tp pd wa lagu ni lebih dar tu..lagu ni bg semangat..sbb wa tahu ape yg wa mahu..n wa x kesah ape yg org ckp..apa yg wa tahu, dlm hidup ni kene ade pegangan..kene ade hala tuju..yg penting kite tau ape yg kite nk..

X semua yg kite nk kite akn dpt..n xsume org akn phm ape yg kite nk..so entry kali ni adalah utk bg semangat..pasti ade org yg tau ape kite nak..n pasti ade yg support kite..sbb kt luar sane pasti ade yg sayangkn kite lebih dr kite sygkn dorg...

P/s: ade...tp myb kite x tau or belum jumpe..

Hari Ibu

First time x wish hr ibu..bukan sy lupe..tp sbb setiap hari adalah hari ibu..hehe..hr ni ibu uncontactable..so esok je la ye kite wish..

Selamat mlm cek..we love u always!!!

Done

Alhamdulillah all assgnment done but i'm stress!!!

almost one month dok pulun asgmnt..all together ade 21 ass..

Dh lame x tgk wyg..x main boling..x sopping..n plg sedih dh sebln x blk kg..


~xoxo~

@Bonda@

lately slalu sgt terigt kt bonda..

sampi termimi-mimpi...

sebulan x balik kg...

patut la sik terigt jer...

kan best kalo dpt keje kt kerteh...

A Year!!!

Its a year already..

How I wish 6 years ago would never come...


How i wish i could forget everything...

Sem 1

Lepas dh abis exam 2 paper td, makne nyer dh abis la sem 1..kejap jer ms bejalan..tp yg pasti esaimen ade 4 lg yg xsiap..(hehehe..sorry prof, sy htr lambat sket..jgn tolak markah byk sgt yer..)

hmm...baru tau blaja sambil keje ni mmg penat..byk bende nk kene buat serentak..kdg2 ade gak rs give-up..tp xkan semudah tu nk mengalah kan?

myb sbb xdpt nk tune mindset lg..Pjj ni tidak la mcm degree dlu..sume spoon feed..skang kene cari sendiri..harap akan dtg sy lebih focus n mampu blaja sambil keje dgn baik..

Ape2 pon, smoga exam ni pass n smoga jumpe lg semester depan..Aminnn

P/s: bulan yg paling penat, smoga hasil nyer berbaloi2...

Apa pun kesusahan yg kite alami, mengadulah pd Yang Esa..

Ape pun yg berlaku, berserah lah pd- Nya..

Jangan marah..jangn putus asa..

Terus berdoa...kerana,

DOA itu senjata kita..

Alhamdulillah wasyukurillah..

Saya telah pon diselamatkn..


P/s: to be continued..

Kalo rindu..

Ade bc 1 buku cerita.. Anak kecik tu tnya, kalo rindu ape kite nk buat..ibu die jwb, kalo rindu kite kene doakn org yg kite rindu tu aman, bahagia n selamat..

Jd anak besar ni doakn ayah tenang, aman n bahagia di sana..

Smoga ayah doakn ketenangn n keselamatan anak ayah..

Al-Fatihah...

Dalam Lindungan-Mu

Sekiranya ni kifarah-Mu
Aku redha & aku mohon yg terbaik..

Sekiranya ini ujian-Mu
Aku berdoa dikuniakan kesabaran & ketabahan..

Sekiranya ini satu penganiayaan
Aku mohon kebenaran akn terbukti & keadilan akn berpihak padaku...

Ya Allah,
Aku pasrah & redha..
Berkatilah & Rahmatilah aku dalam lindungan-Mu
Amin..

Sila datang..

SEMANGAT

sila datang!!!!!

Work vs Study

Recently i talk too much psl keje..br pasan,too much work smpi lupe assigment..

Hoho...

Harus kuat!!!!!

Stwesss!!

I had ppa review with boss last monday..alhamdulillah,evrything went well..i had and opportunity to voice out my feeling, thougts n request..am happy n feel like back to normal..u know where u feel motivated,happy n look fwd to work..

Unfortunately, it not last long as smthing was happen yesterday..i'm not sure why some people seems resistance to the feedback..diff people may interprate the fback diffrently..therfore they take it negatively..but,whatever the feedback is, i believe that it is for improvement..no complot or no personal attack as we work professionally..

Well,the feedback supposed to be p&c..n what people wrote is supposed to be kept s a secret..n the lesson learnt that i got from this incident is,be carefull with the writing..n choose the right word to provide feedback..

I thank you to those who has give me honest feedback..i will try my best to improve myself n also to maintain my strengths..n in the meantime, i will prepare myself with anything tht could happen in future..

P/s: yakin pd nawaitu kite..

Chineese Blood

I used to be a big fan of leon lai meng n jimmy lim..i collected their story n photos a lot..in fact i kept it in the scrapt book which i dont know where now..

I used to admire a chineese look guy during my martrik time..n now we bcome frens but ofkos he doesnt know that i ws admiring him those days..

I used to hv a chineese look bf during my uni time..but unfortunely wont last long..only for 6 years n now im still wondering why it was happened..

Why am i sooo intact with all these chineese thingy?

I guess bcz of the chineese blood that flows in my body..which inheritted from my lovely farther makes my interest towards that..

I used to have one good chinesse fren..But then, he stayed away after i told him that I cant even try as i'm concern too much on the religous matter, cross cultural (malay n chineese), family acceptance n so on..well, those are the things that must be considered isn't it?plus it was not a right time..just after the broke off story last year..

And....

Today i met with one young chineese man..who is not hensem but good looking..who is respect the muslim obligations..understand malay culture n treat others with respect others irregardless the gender, skin color n religion..

He is my trainer at problem solving n decision making training.. he is very energetic n inspiring..he keeps my eyes open tru out the class tho it is very boring session..i would say he is very positive person..i wish i could see more guys especially malay with that quality..positive mind n attitude..

P/s: btw,wht is the connection of my story with this young man ya?haha

Blogger Boy

Makin lame makin suke plak cite ni.. Every week sure ade quote yg interesting..character budi pon nice..rsnyr ssh kot nk jumpe guy yg mcm tu..

Well, td someone ask budi how does he know that she's the one for him?

Then budi jwb:
"tah..myb pengalaman..semakin byk pengalaman kite, semakin kite kenal diri kite..dan semakin kite tau ape yang terbaik untuk kita..."

p/s: org kate pngalamn is the best teachet..

Meh pulun R.I.C.E...

Ok ppa time!!! Dh dkt deadline tp mood menggoreng x kunjung tibe..
RICE mmg penting..but after all rezeki di tgn Allah..therefor, keep up a good work..usaha doa tawakal..n the rest, let HIM decides the best for u..
Aminn..

P/s: ok,smbung goreng RICE..

Jumpy

Feel a lil bit upset when smthing should be done at the working level is highighted to boss..isnt it funny as u hv choice to clarify things first???

P/s: reminder!!! Dnt be too jumpy ok bebeh...

Artificial tears

Td doctor subscribed artificial tears..hmm..it shown that i havent cried for quite some times..hehe..now i know tht crying is good for eyes...haha..

P/s: kdg2 nangis bt kite rs lega..

Wish list # 4

Wish list # 1 = on-going
Wish list # 2 = on-going
Wish list # 3 = done

Alhamdulillah..wpon x achieve semua lg, tp atleast dh in the process...

n now, move to the next wish list..

hope i have chosen the best decision..

may Allah bless me :-)

U Macamane?

He: U macamane?

Pause..(gosh!!!i know what he meant..n honestly i hate this question)

He: I'm sorry..i didn't mean.....

Cut his talking...

Me: no, its ok..a lots of our frens asked the same thing..

He: so u...?

Me: I? past is past kan..n i dont want to remember it..n i wish nobody asks me about this..doakan jer dorg...

He: u r so strong..

Me: hahaha..kalo u kt tmpt i pon bt bende same kan...n i'm sure they are happy now..


i become stronger i guess...but i couldn't be strongest if someone asked me about this again...
ok, its fine to be dumped..its fine if you've been dumped bcz of other girl or its fine if he has someone too soon..coz girl may need more time to recover..then only she will find one..so, when i am still single, it doesnt mean i'm waiting for him..but i wait for the best time to start it all over again...bcz i know what i want in life..


P/s: people who loves you will make u a better person..that is why everyone is special...n someone will see it..my dear frens, i love u all...

My February

Wah, mcm my Ferrari plak..hahahha..verangan la!!!!

btw, Feb sgt la hectic..smpi x sempat nk hapdet blog..padahal sume org ade ms yg same, cume it depends on how u utilising your time..

for me, february was very challenging month..smhow disrupted my emotion..xoxo..it started with one incident tht i have never imagine..yela, sape penah imagine nak accident kan? but after 10 years driving n 3 years driving own car, seorang minah yg dlunyer merempit akhirnya accident gak pd taggal 4 Feb 2010..seminggu kete kt workshop..But Alhamdulillah..sume smooth jer apart off ssh nk pg tgk kete kt wshop sbb keje..


2nd incident, on 11th Feb, boss buat meeting tergempar..basically, he was highlighting 3 main items:
1. Attendance: he said everybody must be punctual especially time masuk keje -->Ok, noted..so far no issues coz wa slalunyer ontime jer..
2. Meeting & Phone: boss said kalo pg meeting write down dkt whiteboard n kalo call in pls answer..kot2 la ade smthing urgent..--> Ok, terasa sket bcz wa slalu lupe nk tulis kt whiteboard kalo wa ade miting..n wa slalu x bwk phone pg miting..bkn ape, tkot plak less focus nnt..mitingkan bowink*
3. Keje: Kalo boss suh buat keje tu buat la --> ok, yg ni sume terasa..sume ok..xde yg terkecuali..wa pon terasa coz b4 that wa forgot to update his meeting.."korang kalo boss baik,jgn pijak kepala..ni dah naik lemak"..time dgr tu mcm kene anak panah jer..menusuk kalbu...

eversince that, my dept dh berubah..sume org dgn keje sendiri n sume tkot nk approach boss..boss plak muke ketat jer..BIZ ONLY..n me smapai hr ni still tkot nk tegur die..hehehe...

tension giler!!!sbb time tu la kete kt wshop..n time tu boss emo..n time tu gak ssh wa nk mtk kuar g tgk kete kt wshop..hahahha...xpsl2 banjir SPSS room tu..mtk maap ye kwn2...

3rd incident, wa xdpt blk kg sempena raye cina n sempena hari kasih syg tho dh dpt kete on that Friday..xsangka, tibe2 fobia plak lps eccident tu..so, tggl la sorg2 kt kl tu..dh la cuti pjg giler...sib baik next week pon ade cuti lg...bole la blk kg..

4th incident, abg plak accident kt tmpt keje 16th Feb..mate msk serbuk besi..operation done on 17th..n wa blk on 19th...unfortunately, his left eye still cant see anything n 2nd operation will be done next week..hopefully everything will be ok.. May Allah bless him..Amin..


since my focus is on work now, i think it was very difficult if smthing goes wrong to your boss, colleague, or even to your work..i feel uneasy n not comfortable with this kind of situation when somene u know turns to someone stranger...


p/s: after all, rs syukur sgt sbb dlm byk2 mslh, wa xde mslh xde keje..Smoga Allah permudahkan segalanya n panjangkan rezki kt sini..Aminnn...

Fabulous January

lame tol x gune wifi ni..tetibe rs nk buka laptop n utilize advantage dok dkt oldtown ni..

byk wishlist yg wa update tuk jan..ade yg dh dpt..ade yg dlm process..n ade yg belum dpt..

tp serious, jan 2010 was a good opening to me..celebrating new year with lovely family..spending time with beloved mum..kalo before ni dok sebok nk g tgk bunga api...

keje pon start dgn keje br..1st month ok la..in a learning process..i tot i can get the rythm within one month..but that is soooo not easy...n i'm struggling to get it done in a very best way...May Allah help me...

yg best, Jan 2010 would be my fist time holiday beria..wpon negara jiran saje...hehehe...wpon negara juran jer, tp Alhamdulillah..atleast dh dpt pasport..dh ade passport tu langkah bole la pjg sket..n siap dh ade plan dh nk pg mane..sbb tu kene saving nih :-)

owh, ade 1 lg bende best..jan jugak bring me back to alam kuliah.. Alhamdulillah,aku kini dh jd student blk..back to UPM..wpon kdg2 jiwa tu terusik gak, tp akn ku terus bangun tidur mandi n berjuang demi ms depan ku keluarga agama bangsa n negara!!! --> fuyyyooo, giler smgt!!! Jgn hangat2 dh la piza oii...

hmm...ape lg ek...nnt2 la hapdet..ade org nk balanje mkn kt luar nih..caucincau...


P/s: terasa betul perbezaan single n plural nih...

Blame????

X suke title ni..tp ni la reality kehidupan..chewah..

Xde sape yg perfect..so udah2 la tu talking about other people behind..

Blaming culture kn x bgs..x gune pin point kesalahan org..n yours, u put under carpet..n org lain plak kene accountable for u..demmm...kesian org tu..

Kan lebih baik mengaku slh n cr way fwd for improvement..n support each other..br la hidup aman damai :-)


P/s: igt pesan ayah..ayah kate biar org buat kite, jgn kite buat org..

Jumpe balik

Dah jumpe blk kwn2 yg disukai/disayangi kt matrik dlu..

Happy...
Berbunga2...
N rs nk senyum sampai telinga...
Hehe...

P/s:wpon skang sume dh berbeza..tp kenangan tu beb..ok,sambung senyum smpi telinga..haha

Rindu Lagi..

Its 1.50am..sepatutnye me @rumah k.na..or @home sweet home.. Tp x..huhu.. Time2 mcm ni tersangat la:

Rindu kt bonda..
Rindu kt "mak tiri/banker"..
Rindu kt adik2..
Rindu kt affa,izat,hazid...
Rindu kt fiona...


P/s: huhu... Rindu semuanye...

T.O.L.O.N.G.

Tolong buatkan assignment...

Plssss...

Wish list # 3 = Checked

But suddenly i have 2nd thought plak..

Kerana ongkosnya kurang...

Uwaa, xpasal2 tambah utang...

P/s: err, bole kah reward diri sendiri b4 dpt reward?

Terlepas peluang

Pernah x korang rs mcm terlepas peluang?
And ape rasenye bile korang rase korang dah terlepas peluang?

Mesti rs mcm frust, ralat & terkilan kan..same la..sy pon used to feel like that everytime bile rs mcm dh terlepas peluang..*spt yg sy rs skarang*

But, it shouldnt be that way..sbb smthing happens for a reason and dh tentu ade hikmah nyer.. 1 hr nanti mesti kite akn nampak..

P/s: sbnrnye Dia dh susun cantik2 untuk kite..

Through My Mirror (^_^)

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me, me are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Me and you, And we are not alone
Different view, We are together now
Through my window, I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real


xoxo

P/s: lalalala....

Tanah Tumpah Darah Tercenta

Alhamdulillah Wasyukurilah...

Selamat kembali ke tanah tumpah darah tercenta..setelah habis berjuta2..sampai kering poket..

Checklist:

Yang NAK n DAPAT:
1. Jalan2 sightseeing
2.Baju raye tuk kaum kerabat (wpon raya lmbat lg)
3.Telekung tuk kaum kerabat
4. Souvenir tuk sahabat handai (sket jer)

Yang TAK NAK tp DAPAT:
1. Jeans

Yang NAK tp TAK DAPAT:
1. Kain Lace..(santek2!! tp kalo beli tanpa tujuan kan membazir)

P/s: nnt kite sambung story mory nyer...

A.W.A.Y

Entry ni hanya la drop by sj..

Sbb i'll be away for few days..quite far away bcz over the sea (ceh, konon)

Haha..verangan nk g london, italy n beijing...tp apakan daye, negara jiran sajoo yg ku mampu...


P/s: Hrp2 dpt la pg tempat lain lepas ni..

Pete' II Reunion Part 1: Jalan2

Program: Pete' II Reunion
Date: 25 - 27 Dec 2009
Venue: Malacca

Yeayyy!!!after quite sometime finally me dpt copy gambar of our memorable 1st official get together session with Pete' II family...

Well, of course la gambar me, bahiyah, mar, ean n mas yg byk coz we were always together..thanks to ean for letting us stayed at her lovely house..

Jomm...stroll down the story..btw, our journey started at KL..so sorry la ye kalo pjg sgt storynyer..

Day 1:
We arrived at Malacca about 3.30pm..after having a gud rest n minum2 kt rumah ean (thanks to ean's family for superb welcoming) we headed to SMKTBP to look back to what we have gone tru for 2 years..yes, we left lotsa experiences and memories..sebak plak rs time tu..we went visit aspuri, our lovely classroom, our beautiful garden & of course our surau..hehehe..almaklumlah, ktrg bwk 2 naqibah i.e Mas & Bahiyah..hehehe

Now, its dinner time..dorg mkn seafood..me mkn nasi goreng kampung jer..berselera betul dorg mkn..

Then, we went to Sg Melaka tuk naik kapal..mak aih, Q bkn main pjg..tp sb sdh plan, so kene naik gak..kt situ Kak Ai & Pak PAI dh tggu we all..kesian kak Ai kene tggu ktorg naik kapal bout 1 hour..kalo u all pg melaka, pg la naik kapal tim malam..scene die very nice :-)

1. Depan pintu masuk
2. sempat pose tg Q

1. Tgh tggu boat
2. Dlm boat

Mlm ktorg blk zzz...

Day 2

A Famosa trip!!! konon nk pg kol 7, tp kol 7 pon x bgn lg..hehehe..ktorg smpi sane about 10 pm..terus beli tiket RM40/adult skali ngn food..

best..mule2 main game yg ala-ala tubing tu (x igt name)..best giler..5 org naik skali..time ni johan menjerit jatuh pd Mas..hahaha... pastu ktorg main ala2 roller coaster tu (pon xtau name)..rs nyer s yg paling byk naik kot..tp siyes, puast ati giler time dpt jerit tu...hilang segala tension...

last skali ktorg pg swimming dkt tmpt ala-ala hawaii beach tu (pon x igt name..hehe..xleh arap..main jer tau)..

Dah puas berendam ktorg mkn...dok sini xlame, half day jer

Ok, ni ade 1 citer klakar..hahaha...otw back from A Famosa, rmai org jual durian..n we saw the label of RM1/kg..wah ape lg, dan dan tu gak i asked ean to stop sbb nk mkn durian..smpai jer si tokey die terus kopek durian n myself n Mas terus jer cekau durian msk mulut (without asking anything..sungguh gelojoh)..so ktorg pon pilih la duiran nk mkn kt situ..ade la dlm 4 bijik kot..after dh mkn:

We all: brape harga
Tokey: 119.00 ringgit
We all: Hhhaaaaaaaaaa????????????????

sungguh terkezut monkey..mkn durian 4 biji yg sederhana sedap tu 100++..tp disbbkan dh msk mulut..so bahiyah pon dlukan duit dulu..msk jer kereta, terus sume org bising..siap doakan tokey die terbalik accident plak..n me, diam jer sbb rs bersalah lalu berkata dlm hati "ni gare2 aku la ni, xtany dlu..terus belasah jer"

chopp, cerita durian ni jadi cerita kelakar sepjg ktorg kt sane..hahaha..tension seh..idup2 kene tipu ngn tokey durian nih!!!!

Disbbkan dh tension, blk rumah sume tido..tp me & ean sempat jumpe kwn ktorg kt jasin jap...

Kol 5 dpt call dr jenab@Aishah..die dh smpai rumah Abeng..tp ktorg xready lg..huhuh..xsempat jumpe jenab..(p/s: sorry yer korg..sorry to abeg, sue n jenab coz we can not make it ontime...i know that we supposed to be there at 5 tp keadaan x mengizinkan)

About 6.00 pm we arrived at Abeng & shana lovely house..n now it is BBQ time!!!!!!

~BBQ time is special edition n will be story in part II~


Now, back to our journey...

Day 3:

As usual, we planned to depart at early morning..tp bese la..hehe..so after breakfast kt rumah ean, we headed to KL..firstly, drop Mar & Mas..then drop Bahiyah..

After dh safely arrived homesweethome, rs mcm xpercaya jer yg reunion ni akhirnye jadi kenyataan..Alhamdulillah..hope to see all of us full house in next gathering..InsyaAllah...

P/s: penat giler..tp i enjoyed myself and we had so much fun!!!!

Nota kaki size 5: Server x ok..gambor will be uploaded some other time k...

xoxo

God determines who walks into your life


it is up to you to decide..

who you let walk away,
who you let to stay,
and
who you refuse to let go...

P/s:read this in my fren's fb status..if it is easy as other people said, how wonderful life is..but, the reality is, it is not that easy..but i wish i could let go..someday, sometime..xoxo

Wish list # 3

wah, baru awal tahun tp dh ade 3 wish list..hehe

tp siyes, this is unplanned wish list and i cant even imagine that i finally dreaming for this wish list..

well, will get it done soon (not really soon as i have to wait about 1 month) n we see how i can take care of it ok..

but, the question is black or white?????


P/s: i think white is better kot..

Akhirnye dpt gak blk awl...

3 tiring days...sabo jer la..

what ever it is..
Alhamdulillah myself & team managed to handle the expected tsunami..
tho have to come back home late at night...
what a stressful experience!


Breath Azfiza....
more works waiting tomorrow!!!


P/s: Other people may not know what you do..But Allah knows everything you did..n HIS rewards is most important than anything..

First Face to Face..

Fist class (face to face meeting) went very well.

Assignment banyak giler..

Then,

Balik rumah je terus pengsan!!!

P/s: penat sgt..hope dpt bertahan..

Ade sesuatu dlm lagu ni..

Saat nyanyikan lagu ini td, terasa sebak didada..air mate sy bergenang..sy hampir x igt lirik lagu ni..tp lagu ni mengingatkan sy pd smthing..smthing yg sy xkan dapat lupekan wpon segigih mane sy cube..

Ade sesuatu yg ingin saye lupekan di sini..ade sesuatu yg ingin sy buang jauh2 dari sini..tp terigt balik saat sy jejakkan kaki sy di sini..and akhirnyer sy kembali kesini lagi..





P/s:Dgn lafaz ikrar td, maka sah la kini sy bergelar pelajar lg..

Wish list # 2

Esok daftar skolah..so azam ke 2 thn ni:

Nak belajar sungguh2 + Keje sungguh2..

Nak berjaya dlm academik + Career..

Aminn...

P/s: dpt cnfirmation this evening..no offer letter, no doc but i dnt want to miss the first day/registration day..hopefully boss will allow me to go back earlier esok ^_^

Fallin' For You

Yeayy!!!

Finally got the html code for this SONG..

Many thanks to this web....

Colbie Caillat - Fallin’ For You Lyrics

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

Ooohhh Oh no no

Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

P/s: Enjoyzzz!!!mcm caller ringtone plak..hehehe

Wish list # 1

Ramai yg ckp psl wish list..kalo dh list tu tentula lebih dr 1 kan? bile bace list kwn2, sgt la impressive, productive & futuristic..tp sy?hm..xtercapai plak di akal skang..

Ade org tnya, apa azam sy thn ni? dengan cekap & pantas sy jwb nak pandai berenang..Yes, ni la azam pertama sy thn ni!!! kenape?sbb sy tibe2 sedar diri xde sape pon bole selamatkan sy..even myself pon xleh nk protect diri sndiri kan kalo x berusaha sendiri..^-^

P/s: ni ant azam tuk short term..long term nak dapat boipren baru yg nak kawen dgn saye..hahaha...Aminnn...

W.E.L.C.O.M.E 2010

Its a N.E.W Y.E.A.R!!!

New H.O.P.E

New D.R.E.A.M.S

&

New L.I.F.E

Happy N.E.W.Y.E.A.R guys

Have a W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L 2001


P/s: i wish for a better year n my dreams come tu :-)