2008 Life Summary

8 more days to go.. and now, I’m gonna post a very2 long text entry..hehehe..mesti bohsan kan??aiyaa..i just wanna share my summary of life for 2008..nothing special…just to share what I have gone through along the way.

Kerohanian
Bab ni adalah yg paling penting n wajib kpd sume org..tp aku rs kerohanianku aku msh di tahap kurang memuaskan and definitely need improvement. byk sgt lalai n leka dgn tuntutan-Nya. Aku harap aku dpt improve la dr masa ke semasa..tumpuanku bkn sj amal ibadat, bukan jer solat 5 waktu tp dr sume segi amalan..akhlak aku pon kene perbetulkan mane yg terkurang tu..semoga Aku berjaya menjadi seorng mukmin yang sejati and terpuji amalan serta akhlaknye. Doakan aku yer

Family
Aku happy sgt dgn family aku..Alhamdulillah..relationship kami adik beradik baik walaupon kdg2 bertekak gak..hehehe…besela..name pon adik beradik..tp bersyukur sgt sbb kami saling syg menyayang, tolong menolong n sentiasa memerlukan each other...yela, "in time of test, family la yang terbaik"…

mak plak, aku tau mak heppy and bangga dgn anak2 die..walaupon kami ni bkn berjaye sgt, bkn sng sgt tp aku tau mak aku dpt kekayaan kasih syg yg melimpah ruah drpd anak2..walaupon kdg2 ank2 xdgr ckp sgt..aku harap mak xsimpan dlm hati..huhuhu..aku syg sgt mak aku..aku syg adik beradik aku n aku harap kami akan jd family yg paling bahagia dunia akhirat.

Kerjaya
Alhamdulillah..setelah hampir 2 thn 8 bln kerje, aku masih mampu bertahan kt sini..but, I have to admit that this is the very challenging year in my career (as of now la). im not sure whether I made a wrong decision by transferring to this department. But I love this job very much. It just that the environment of this unit and also the leadership style somehow make me felt that I just did a wrong decision. It doesn’t means that my boss is bad..no, he’ really good. But as a new seed who is growing up, definitely I need more guidance, coaching, and also support from my superior. With out that, i fell like I’m alone and sometime lost and also demotivated. But, whether you like it or not you have to deliver your responsibilities anyway. Then I realised that I have learnt a lots along the way. This is where your weaknesses become as your strengths. I just can try my best and pray hard for good.

Percintaan
Bab ni subjective sgt..what ever it is, aku heppy dgn what we have gone through..suke duke, pahit manis..tu sume pengalaman yg mendewasakan...Thanks..Alhamdulillah, todate, still together..n hope will be together till the last breath ..tp besela,manusia kn x penah ckup dgn ape yg ade..tp sy yakin kite bole improve..utk sentiasa menyayagi, disayangi, menghargai n dihargai..yg penting, ikhlas, sabar n redha (kalo x silap quote ni dr movie Ayat2 Cinta)..
- MaSa DePaN
Bab ni sbnrnyer same jer dgn bab atas..but, just to be more specific..hehehe…bab ni plak, masih dlm samar bayangan lg...x brani nk ckp ape..kalo ade org tnya, aku bole ckp InsyaAllah jer..Jodoh n maut di tangan tuhan…harap sume doakan aku ditemukan jodoh pd masa yg terbaik. To mak plak, aku doakan mak panjang umur sbb mak teringin sgt nak tgk aku naik pelamin walaupon aku xnak sanding..hehehhe…

Kesihatan
Kesihatan tahun ni agak teruk compared to previous years..dlm ms 9bln ni je (lps tranfered to new dept) aku dpt 5 hari MC. Yg pertama URTI, yang ke 2, alergy (mate bengkak), yg ke 3 aku muntah2..doctor kate gastric..xpenah plak aku ade gastric b4 this..mungkin stress kot..n yang plg teruk aku kene high fever..dpt MC 2 hari...Rs nyer bln Dec ni kesihatan ku betul2 tergangu..dh la MC sbb gastric..pastu MC sbb dmam pns plak..dlm ms sebln 3hr MC..teruk btul kn..musti boss aku bengang jer..dh la byk cuti, byk MC plak tu..hehehe…mgkin sbb aku kurang exercise kot..sbb tu bdn pon makin sehat sejahtera…huhuhu…bile la nk kurus blk mcm zaman dolu2 ni..

Monetary
Bab ni aku xtau nk category kn ape..nak kate kekayaan mcm xsesuai plak..tp Alhamdulillah, walaopun aku x byk duit, tp mkn pakai aku ckup la..kete aku pon still terbela lg..sib baik aku ni bkn shopper holic..hehehe..cume, sumbangan tuk mk tu la still lg kurang..kdg2 bg kdg2 x..huhuhu..tp sib baik gak aku ade buat salary deduction tuk Tabung Haji mak..kirenye tiap2 bln duit gaji ade gak la mengalir dkt mak..semoga dpt keberkatan, Aminn…hajat di hati nk beli rumah..tp mgkin bile dh abis byr kete kot br cita2 aku tercapai..

Persahabatan
rs nyer friendship thn ni x memberangsangkan sgt..almaklumla bile dh koje ni sume bz..msg2 ade commitment..Thn ni tahun yg penuh suke duka..met new frenz, met old frenz..frenz reunited..frenz broke up..frenz engaged..frenz getting married and frenz passed away.., mtk map yer kwn2..for the wedding yg aku x attend tu, mtk maap sgt2..bkn xnak pg..tp xdpt pg..huhuhu..n yg paling menyedihkan thn ni, I lost my beloved fren who was like my beloved sis too..she is a very kind, loving, passionate and positive person..Al Fatihah buat Arwah Kak Hasnih..Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat ke atas roh mu

Kendiri
Aku rs bab ni aku sendiri pon xpasti..kdg2 aku rs aku x kenal sape diri aku..jati diri aku rapuh sgt..semangat aku cepat luntur bile ade mslh..Airmate xpayah ckp la..berliter2...kalo kumpul2 dh bole jd tasik buatan dah..huhuhu..aku xtau ape yg bole motivate kan aku..kdg2 aku rindu sgt azfiza yg zaman sekolah..zaman universiti..yg semangat nyer kental..x penah purus asa n sentiasa positive. Tp, Zaman dh berubah..world is very challenging now a days..and somehow I felt like I am a child..needs support, supervision and also hands to hold even though I’m 25 years old already and going to be 26..But, Alhamdulillah ade mak, ade family, ade kwn2 n ade die yg sentiasa disisi aku…

OK, that’s it…kalo ikutkn byk lg..tp x tercapai di akal ku dah..hmm.. These will be the lesson learnt and guidance for me to look forward 2009 and face the furture..

P/s: so tggu ape lg?? Dah ade azam baru ker?? Lu PK la sendiri..hahahaha..